where's ur FUCKED COMMITMENT???

i think i am being too kind to her....kind enough to do all (i mean ALL) the PB projects myself and shit lar why am i being so kind??? i don't really blame her for not doing anything...i guess she just a bit lucky because i am the one who's offering myself to be burdened to do all the hard works (it is not dat hard actually and i kinda get on how to do it while she's playing dumb [truly dumb or a made up dumb? a made up dumb is sure a FUCKED ASSHOLE but if it's truly a stupidity coming from within then...GOD BLESS HER!])

say, i give all my heart and mind (a bit hyperbola here) to do jobs given to me properly eventhough it just a PB whose not into our future but still, U NEED TO DO THE WORK PROPERLY!!! okay la maybe i haven't see how u're doing ur job so i shouldn't judge u kan, but, why r everytime we plan a meeting to discuss our project (i mean 'OUR' project) u always procrastinate? hey, did u ever learn the poem dat we hev during our high skul? da one with all the father advices to his son? wat was 1 of the advice? do not procrastinate kn kn kn? so WHY DA HELL U KEEP ON PROCRASTINATING 'OUR' PROJECT DEAR??? HA?? i dunno how to say dis la, i see u daily n i dun think dat u r like some type of a busy-active in programmes watsoever girl..i think u r pretty plain like me...so WHY THE HELL CAN'T U PROVIDE UR TIME TO DISCUSS 'OUR' PROJECT unlike me? i think i'm pretty busy too with da classes, da soon-to-end labs, the no-more lab reports, the none-existence tutorial/ASSignment....n guess wat, i still hev to catch up wit my SDRT while u're busy CATCHING UP WIT UR LAZINESS??? WHY WHY WHY??? FUCKED UP LA U!!!

hihihi ok so i finished doing the slides n the translation (please note dat i translated the WHOLE ARTICLE by using my brain because u're just TRANSLATING UR PART OF ARTICLE BY GOOGLE TRANSLATE!!! hahaha giler FUCKED UP tul la minah nie...tataw lak semalas-malas ak, malas lagi ko yew...) n how wud u wish me to proceed translating my part with ur FUCKED UP TRANSLATED PART? guess i just hev to do the article all by myself la sial, from top to bottom! n i dun even refer to ur FUCKED UP work cuz it's too FUCKED UP dat i even FUCK myself up reading it orait? now i have a severe MENTAL FATIGUE just because of u...n not only dat, wat really make me PISS OFF DA MOST is when u so eagerly, i mean EAGERLY saying dat 'mlm rabu nie kita jumpa la utk decide sapa present yg mna bla bla bla' (n so i blindly thought dat 'oh, she actually care cuz she wants to practice + discuss + perfecting the soon-to-be presentation) n then, when i finished wit my SDRT n i read ur text saying u r MALAS to go to ptsl    n just asking me to email the slides n the translation, i'm just speechless!!! hey, HAVE U GOT ANY SINGLE IDEA ABOUT HOW TO PRESENT THE FUCKING SLIDES? R U DAT GREAT TO JUST BLINDLY READING N UNDERSTANDING WAT I HEV DONE THE WHOLE LAST NITE SLIDES? FUCK!!!! okie fine, dat's ur way of doing work kan...? ok ok, we'll see how u perform tomorrow...u r dat great of a presenter kn....let me remind u here...this is OUR PROJECT, n OUR PROJECT IS OUR MARKS, not ur mark my mark but it's OURS so, if i dun get an A for this PB, I BLAME U 4 DA REST OF MY FUCKED UP LIFE!!! cuz i know i'd give my all to the project, to the tugasan, to the translation, n now it is only the presentation dat i hev to tackle...DUN U EVER DARE MESSING UP WIT MY MARK!!! DO UR BEST FUCK! UNDERSTAND WAT I'M TRYING TO PRESENT IN THOSE SLIDES! DUN U JUST READ IT BLINDFOLDEDLY N REDUCE MY MARK! U GOT DAT??? phew i think i sud let her read dis so she can cry...her tears r worthy to see as im having a serious mental fatigue just because putting up wit her procrastination n lack of attention n laziness n lack of cooperation...why did i ever agree to become her partner? no wonder eton, lia, sakinah doesn't want her...i can see why...next time, FOR SURE U R OUT!!! I DUN WANT TO BE IN DA SAME GROUP AS U ANYMORE OKAY!!! 

impian yg tertunai (^0^)

pada satu hari yg bosan, iaitu hari minggu terutama skali hari ahad law xsilap...ak merajinkan diri utk naek kafe dan beli lunch...on da way nk pi kafe tue kn, adew sekoq miao yg comel yg giler gedix + manja yg salu ak nmpk merayau-rayau kt blok bawah...miao tue ngah tidoq ngan lena...so xpe la, ak dtg dekat..ak dekat jew pastu ak syg dier nyew kepala then dier bngon dan buka mulut...buka mulut? ke mengiao? huhu cian lar law dier mengiao sbb tade suara yg kuar T_T ku kira dier ni sgt lapar smpai suara pown xley nk kuar (ke dier masih mamai lg?) huhu tataw la....

so tape la kn, ak biar jew kucen tue duk kat situ then ak proceed gi beli lunch ak...hampess giler r lauk da dekat2 abes da...tggl lauk2 yg xbest jew (penah ke lauk kt kafe nie best?) sbb lapar punya pasal ak pown amek jew ayam goreng tade rasa then sayur apew ntah...then ak amek skali ikan goreng giler besaq gak utk miao tadi...hehe sja jew nk bg dier mkn, bukannyew salu blanje dier mkn pown :P

sebok jew pompuan, kt citu ak nk bg ikan , kat citu gak
ko sebok nk maen ngan kucen

so pas ak bayar dan bungkus suma mknn tersebut, ak pown nk balik lar ke bilik tp ak singgah kt tmpt miao tdi, nk bg ikan dier...cisss hampess!!! pegi2 jew ak kat situ adew 3 org dak gedixxx ngah lepak2 tggu kwn diorg...melawa lawa sumanyew mesti nk kuar..budu r tade stail lgsg nk tggu2 org kt tengah2 koridor, gi la tggu tmpt laen...tp diorg xdengar pown apew yg ak ckp kt atieku ini dan adew sorg dak tue dier gi la maen ngan miao tersebut...huhu camner nk bg ikan kt kucen nie...nengok diorg mcm nk tggu lma jew....sial btol org yg ditggu tue! ak pown xjadi nk bg ikan tue depan2 diorg so ak pown bla jew dari situ dan mkn la kt dlm bilik...ikan si miao tdi ak letak jew kt atas meja...huhu xpe la, nti mlm ak letak la dekat2 ngan tong sampah, kekucen salu gak selongkar2 tong sampah tue...

then, pabila mlm menjelma, sedang ku asyik maen game shilake the sims kat fesbuk, tetiba... "meow~" eh adew kucen kew...? ak pown tros jew usha dari pintu then ak nengok miao tdi tengahari adew kt tngah2 aras blok...wah!!! ak pown apew lg pggl la 'miao miao' then kucen tdi pown sepantas kilat gi kat bilik ak....hikhikhik berselera sungguh dier balun ikan yg ak simpan time lunch tdi...sedang ak nengok si miao mkn ngan gelojoh tue, ak pown terpikir 'aik, pandai lak kucen nie dtg sini...cam tawu2 jew ak adew ikan dier' huu~ seram kot....ntah2 kucen nie bukan kucen T_T cian kt kucen tue, cepat sungguh dier mkn...kpala ikan tue pown da xley nk dipanggil kepala ikan da, sbb cuma tggl serpihan2 tulang...tp yg ciannyew, kucen tue still lapar lg tp ak tade mknn da utk dier..huhu

hehe cayang btol kucen ni kt ikan dier yer~

so xpe la, at least adew gak ikan tadi utk alas perut dier kn kn kn...ak sgt hepi sbb impian ku nk bg kucen tue ikan da pown tercapai (^0^) pastu bila ak renungkan balik peristiwa bersejarah tdi, betapa ak kagum ngan kuasa tuhan sbb...sbb apew ea? ntah la, ak pown tataw nk explain camner...tp ceyes la ak taw nie suma Allah yg aturkn...law x camner lar tetiba kucen tue ley dtg ke aras ak...slama nie dier merayau kat luar blok jew...then dier cam tawu2 jew adew mknn yg tersimpan utk dier mlm tue sbb sblm nie ak xpenah pown bg mknn kt dier...isk isk isk...ceyes insaf giler...hebatnya kuasa tuhan yg memberi ak inspirasi tuk beli ikan lebey utk si kucen yg sungguh kelaparan...hurm, now ak percaya, walo memana pown makhluk tuhan tue berada dan camne sekalipun keadaan dier, kucen terbuang kew, kucen kurap kew, anjing liar kew, ak percaya Allah da aturkan suma sal rezeki diorg dlm cara yg halus...mungkin jadi cam ak yg tetiba terasa nk belikn ikn... T_T insaf la.....sungguh besarnya kuasa tuhan....xpenah mengalami peristiwa hebat camnie...

pengajaran...? ntah la, rite now ak cuma ley mengagumi cara Allah mengatur kehidupan setiap makhlukNya di muka bumi nie....

perihal org tataw malu

miao liar yg ego time mula2 dlu, then lma2 manja gak huahuahua

apabila kmi terpaksa berpindah ke tmn bogel, atieku rsa gembira gak tp pd masa yg sama sedey gak sbb si miao liar tue xley nk adapt ngan suasana baru...tambahan pula (<ceish ayat skema) miao liar tue bru jew beranak dan dier mmg adew sejarah suka menyembunyikan anak2 nyew walopun daripada kami, aka tuan xrasmi dia...huhu mawu xmawu terpaksa la kmi tinggalkan sahaja dier di kwsn perumahan itu (apew ea nma tmn tue, ak lupa la) sbb dier pown da lma tggl kat kwsn tue... 

nma saya zorro ;)

so tape la kn, kat umah baru tmn bogel tue lak, adew la sekoq kucen nie (muka cam zorro) dok menggedik dan manja2 kat si ain (kak ak) satu arie tue...so sprt biasa pabila adew kucen yg dtg menggedik (dan sememangnya kami suma suka kucen) ofkos la si ain nie bg mkn...so bila jew dibg mkn kucen tue, secara sedar xsedar nyew tetiba kmi pown cam jadi tuan bru dier (tuan xrasmi la sbb zorro tue lawa cam kucen peliharaan tp tataw la mna tuan dier, zorro tue pown asyik lepak rumah kitorg smpai xreti nk balik rumah tuan sendri) jadi bbrp lma da berlalu dan zorro cam da jadi penghuni tetap kt umah kami...siap landing baek punya atas suma katil yg adew kt umah tue siap...katil parents ak la, katil ak la, katil kak+adek ak la, suma dier landing...huhu xpela, syg punya pasal kn...pastu zorro nie pown salu gak tido bermalam kt umah kami...yg best nyew, dier xpenah buat hal lak berak merata...isk tue yg kmi + syg lebey kt zorro nie...

si itam yg berbulu gebu cam teddy bear, ekor dier
kontot jew hihi

nk dijadikan citer, zorro ngandung dan slamat la melahirkan 3 ekor ank yg kiut miut....nma anak2 nyew itam, putih dan whiskes (abes tade idea nk bg nma apew) so tape la kn, mmg hepi giler la, zorro yg pasif + anak2 bulus yg hyperaktif = gila + meriah rumah kmi...then tape la, ak duk u xla jga sgt diorg, adek ak epi yg jga diorg ngan baek.....

satu arie yg malang tue kn kn, epi mesej la ak, dier kta dier da taw da sapa tuan asal zorro...ha suda, ak pikir, mesti tuan dier nk balik zorro tue...pastu ak tnya la epi sapa? adek ak ckp kak sedara kwn dier, tggl pown kt tmn bogel gak...so ak ckp la, dier maw zorro ka? pastu adek ak citer la yg sbnr nyew kak sedara tue da buang zorro kat satu simpang tue pastu pindah kt tmn bogel..ntah camne zorro ley smpai kt tmn bogel gak...yg bikin panas adalah, kak sedara tue nmpk si itam dok memaen kt luar rumah arie tue (si anak2 bulus tue mmg suka memaen kt memana jew diorg nak -.-' nakal btol!) pastu dgn tataw malunyew dier ley dtg festufes ngan adek ak epi yg halus +lembut + muka suci and then nk mintak si itam...huh!!! tataw malunyew org! 

si putih yg pemalu...nmpk org asing jew tros lari
masuk umah hikhikhik

oit pompuan, bukankah ko da penah buang kucen kat sesuatu simpang dahulu? then branie lak ko nk mintak ank kucen kpd kucen yg ko da buang tue yerk..? tamalu giler...ko xrsa kew cam ko da jilat air ludah ko semula??? mencix giler ak kat ko!!! sukatie jew nk mintak2...festufes lak tue! XBOLEY XBOLEY XBOELY!!!! ko xley dipercayai lg sbb ko suka kucen time ko nk jew, kalo ko tanak ko buang diorg jaoh2....naseb baek la zorro tue pndai seberang menyeberang highway (mksd ak HIGHWAY!!!) b4 smpai kt umah kami...law dier mati dilanggar arie tue, mesti ko xkisah kn sbb ko da buang dier da...cis!!! xguna nyew orang...tade kew alternatif laen utk ko let go kucen ko bebaik...? da la zorro tue fully hauscat, ko ingat dier senang2 jew ker ley adapt nk jadik wildcat lak??? KO ADEW PIKIR KEW HA BEFORE KO BUANG ZORRO SESUKA ATIE DULU???

si whiskes yg plg hyperaktif...law gigit org sakit ney T_T

da la malas ak nk pikir org kejam dan xberhati perut cam ko nie...buat sakit kpala hotak jew...for sure jgn harap si itam, taik kucen dier pown ko xley dapat taw! mujurla Allah tue maha penyayang dan adil, kucen yg dibuang oleh ko akhirnyew end up kat umah org yg sygkn dier gak finally...ko ak nasihatkan toksah la nk pelihara memana kucen atau haiwan peliharaan lg sbb ko bkn nyew ley bg jln yg terbaek tuk diorg law ko nk let go...ntah2 pasni ko tauk diorg kt tong sampah lak kn...huh sapa taw...manusia makin lma makin kejam...

pengajaran nyew.....

- law da btol2 kna let go tue pikir la jln terbaek...bg kat sesapa yg ley jga ngan baek kew atau bg kat pusat jagaan kucen kew, xyah r nk buang kat memana simpang/jalan/memana tmpt asing...law kekucen tue kna langgar camne? gado ngan anjing camne? gado ngan kucen laen camner? worst, kna culik bangla ke indon ker then kna mkn camne? or kna dera org jahanam camner? betina ko xley pikir kew???

ank2 bulus ku yg comel :-*