hai...setelah lama ak x menulis, oleh kerana ak bosan kt lab ni duk melangut tengok laptop 8am-5pm every day without meaning (ok ini tipu, sbnr nya ak patut buat sesuatu tp ak malas) so ak pun decide untuk membunuh masa dgn mencarut di sini, di tmpt abadi ini di mana xde sesiapa mengenali diriku dan xkn mengutuk ibu bapa ku kerana melahirkan seorg raksasa kaki carut.....
telah banyak benda berlaku, ak da grad sbg seorg bachelor of science yg gagal dlm mencari matlamat hidup, ak da break ngan encik ashaari kurus T_T yeah, and we broke up on my convo day cibai!!! n i tried to find myself a suitable job inside a laboratory that runs a very mischievous operation but i couldn't find one, n finally i settled down n worked in a bakery's ingredients shop for 4+ months...then i decided to sambung master, and here i am now...stuck in a lab in front of my lappy, and getting closer again to someone called "ex-bf"...n hey, looks like we r getting so much closer now that i actually confused again about what is our relationship status rite now....
but now, i am currently going out with someone else from utp...yeah!! muahahaha guess i level up my standard quote a bit since the breaking up thing...but he's way older than me, 12 fucking years...but number is just figures, i guess... things r so much complicated right now...both exboyfie and newman r closing in and im afraid that i might lose both, or i have to choose only one (shit! macam tamak giler babi bila ak ckp camni) eh, forget to mention, im still trying to hit mr adam as well ;) well, he's a hottie kot....giler ko xmo try tackle....nevertheless, im still not too serious to think about settle down with someone permanent, but i do realize that i cannot really having 2 men at one time....but i still dont want to talk about it...
next, life in puncak alam is cheap and sgt x membazir, cuz there's no entertainment around T_T no karaoke, no cinema, no bowling (kalau ade pun mcm la ak nk pegi maen sorg2 kn) and no friends....the nearest friend available but not always around pun exboyfie yg duk kt meru....second dekat adalah budak2 togel tu kat shah alam...ntah pape ade pulak diorg berkonflik dan bercerai.....x paham ak...semoga majlis pernikahan yang paling cepat diadakan mampu memupuk kembali kehangatan asmara persahabatan mereka...btw, fynn mcm da ready da tu nk kawen...bagus le kalo camtu, boley i jln2 kt perlis...hehehehe ak plan nk duk rumah chem plak kalau pinat kawen, kalau nk tumpang rumah dia opkos x jln mlm pertama dia nti!! muahahahahha
i have too many to complaint and to maki but i dont feel like membuang masa kt blog ni tulis panjang2 cuz i da kna brainwash dgn Dr shiha (my sv) mengenai amanah dan tgggjwb... T_T so maybe tomorrow i will continue maki'ing and carut'ing people here....n, yeah, it's good to be back :D fucking damn i wish they just put some smiley in here!!
