when you u-turned 4 me~

it was a rocky end to our date..

and i admit that i might have been a little too emotional...

but i dunno why...

maybe because the clothes that i wore made me look fat...

so i felt a little bit insecure...

and the insecurity grew when you avoid my grasp...

you were all joking..

but i got mad, really mad...

and then things started to turn worse...

u lost your mood, i lost mine...

we just wanted that date to end quickly...

and we didn't even bid proper goodbye when you departed...

and you were gone, out of my sight...

and i raced back to my room...

swearing to you, swearing to myself...

and i got so mad that i felt like my head would exploded...

so i washed my face, and took out the lens...

and as i prepared to take a very long shower, you called...

"abg ada kt ukm ney, meh la turun bawah, bawak biskut dan air sekali ea"

i was shocked, but at the same time i was confused...

nevertheless, i went to get you, with those horrible-taste cookies...

and when i saw your face, your face was totally differ from when you were gone...

your face was so...

i dont know how to say it, but the moment i saw your face...

tears were filling up my eyes, but they never stream down, thank god they didnt!

and i was so touched, because you came back to me...

because you could not just let this date ended like that...

with you and i both feeling angry towards each other...

our last date for 2012 should not end like that, that was why you made that u-turned...

to mend things out...

and i am really glad that you did...

because it made me love you more....

you made me feel appreciated, and valuable...

and i like you making me feel that way...

thank you, for coming back to me...

and i love you soooo muchhh, more than i can ever say...